Chapter 147: Singing The Deafening Lullaby

2o1o , it doesn't match . Nothing great happened this year so far . I know , it's too early to complain about this fucking stuff but nowadays , i'm getting angrier and angrier of a lot of things . But what's the fucking point of getting angry ? It won't change a single thing . I can just shut up and sit in one corner complaining about how life is fucking unfair but it won't do any good . Yeah , it's true life is unfair but what the fuck should we do ? Nothing but to be precise , we should just live life the way it is . Just go with the flow as i said . So what if people will say i'm different or anything . I'm not changing , it's just that i'm not being the way people want me to be . So this isn't my fault . I'll live my own life the way i want it because i control my own life . The rest are just guides to help or to tear me . I'm sorry if i've been hiding my feelings but that's the way i am and there's a secret behind my reason .