Chapter 144: The Unsolved Puzzle

Well , my title is referring to a game that you need to put pieces together to figure out what the picture really is but for those who knows me very well , you should know that i'm lying . Puzzle is a great thing to represent me for who i am . My life and my personality is a mystery to others , even my parents . I am yet to show who i really am inside which i've been hiding for years . I dare not show it to anyone because i'm not that monster anymore . I've change into a human , a simple boy . It's because of this boy that made people see the happy me . It's because of this boy that makes people think i have a perfect life but do you guys think it's true ? Do i have a perfect life ? I don't think so because the last i check , nothing in life is perfect . The only think that is perfect is a perfect death . I may not show it to the world but i am really suffering inside . Trying to keep my feelings inside of me so that i will not be the beast i used to be . Emotion is a funny thing really . It sometimes show people who they really are but also sometimes , they are just the demon itself . I'm sorry if you guys aren't able to solve the puzzle of me . To tell you the truth , it's nearly impossible to pull it off .