Chapter 139: 3 Months , But Are You Happy ?

Hi there , well , the only i'm like this is because i don't have a great sleep . Kept on waking up in the middle of the night with hardly no reason what so ever . Well , to tell you the truth , i'm really just worried about my girl . I'm worried about her happiness being with me . There's millions of question running through my head as we speak and most of them are yet to be answered . I admit to myself that i've made tons of mistakes to her and she has always been the one who need to bare the pain . I'm sorry . It has been 3 months this relationship has been going and i hope it will still goes on . I said that we will fight any problems that come in our way and i will still keep that promise deep in my heart . I will keep every promise i've made with her and i hope that i won't have to break any of them .

I want my girl to know that everybody makes mistakes . If they do not , that means they are so perfect but i strongly doubt that there anybody in this world is perfect . Even if they might appear perfect , there's a deep dark secret hiding behind their perfection . Everyone in this world have or have created problems and the only way to solve it is not to be angry with each other but to solve it together . I know it's easy to forgive but it's so hard to forget but try your best not to remember about the bad memories but instead we should think back about the good memories that we shared . Every smile and laughter we shared during those memories is the greatest cure to our broken heart .

It has been 3 months and what i think of my girl is that she is the girl that i was always looking for . I trust her with all my heart because i know that she won't lie to me but if she do , i will be heartbroken but i am also confident that she won't . She is everything i wanted in a girl . She's sweet , caring , loving , funny , energetic , fun and most importantly understanding . We shared a lot of great memories together , disturb each other with pranks and stuff and that's what make our relationship one of the noisiest ever . I said it once and i'll say it again . I see her grow from a girl that complains about house chores into the greatest girl i have ever been with . I keep on saying that simply because it's true . I love her so much .

Next , i need to apologize to her for every mistakes i've made in the past . I promise i will not do that ever again . I will learn from my mistakes and will never ever repeat them . Sometimes when i made these mistakes , i regretted making them and i just wish i could return to the past and avoid myself making these mistakes . But the past is the past and we need to learn from it to be a better person . Once again , i'm sorry .

P.S: I love you so much ! I miss you so much . Happy 3 months anniversary . And i'm sorry . You will always be in my heart . *Kisses and Hugs*