Chapter 133: It Was Never Perfect , And It Will Never Be

Fresh away in the morning and looks like i'm still alive . The smell of the morning air makes my energy level increase because today is a new day and of course a new month . Life has been great so far , well , maybe i should not put it as great but good . Because if i put it as great , that means my life is perfect but my life will never be . It's not even close to perfection . It's not like i'm giving up my life , but i know that nothing in this world is perfect . So my life will never be perfect and that also goes for all of you guys . Nothing is perfect . Even if my blog seems to write everything that may seems that nothing bad happened to my life recently , but trust me , a lot of things have happened but it's just that it's not important so i didn't put it up on my blog . This is no secret or anything but this is what i need to figure it out all by myself .

But even if i'm happy with almost everything in life , but yet , there's still something missing in my life . Well , maybe it's my bestie . I miss her so much . I visited her blog every single day without fail , i can see that she's like having a great time . It has been like ages since we chatted . I just notice that she was online at one time but i didn't notice and i went offline . Shit !! Sorry bestie !! I'll wait for her to come online and we will have our bestie chat .

Lastly , to my sweet girl . I really miss you and how i wish i could hold you without letting you go . But i need to let you go because of the stupid time . I just wish i could stop time and spend an eternity with you and only you . You are the only girl in my heart and you don't have to be afraid of me falling in love with someone else . The last time i did that was only for revenge , for me to let you know how i felt when you did that to me . But now you know , i promise that i won't do it again unless it's for revenge again . I promise you that everything i'm saying now is the truth . I love you and you are the only one that is in my heart .

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