Chapter 116: Maybe , It's Not Fate

Well , everything has official ended . I felt sad of course losing the girl i love the most but there's nothing i can do . This is the path that she had taken . I just hope she took the correct path . As she walked her own path , i also have to do the same . Now i have to choose where to go and hope that's the correct path .

I told her not to have any regrets with her decision . I need her to be happy even if i'm not there by her side . She has been taken care by me for the past 3 months and now she has take care of herself . I've seen her grew from a girl to become one of my greatest ex's . I know from the start that i cannot be with her forever but when the news appeared , it just hurt me . Is the feeling of losing someone really special ?

Maybe from the start , this was suppose to happen . What goes around comes around . Now i know i don't control my own destiny . I dare not be her friend because i'm afraid that she'll be hurt by me even if we were friends . I treat my ex's differently after a break up and i dare not see her getting hurt . Even if the distant future is bleak for me , i will always remember her and the times we share together . I will never forget .