Time flies fast doesn't it . Yeah , it feels like only yesterday we learned how to walk and now you know it , you are already running . Even with a great past , i still feel like a kid . A little boy that doesn't want to grow up . A little boy that still wants a nice warm hug from his mummy . From my point of view , being a kid is the great blessing in life . Once we are old and matured , we won't see the fun side of life . We will only see the boring , dull and busy side of life .
But above all of that , life is still the best thing you'll ever get . Even if life is a cruel and nasty place , it's the only thing that releases the strong side of you , the strength to overcome every obstacle life has to offer . The strength of smiling even when you're facing your darkest problems . The strength of never giving up when you see the problem is impossible to overcome .
Well , i'm gonna be gone for three days . I'm off to Sepang to catch F1 race . Gonna hear the loud roar of the engine . Can't wait . Since i got the DSLR camera back , gonna snap awesome pictures . KL , Sepang , here i come .
Chapter 156: Your Tears Are My Tears And You Smiles Are My Smiles
Feelings , it's always had been a funny and unpredictable thing from the start . It's either the feeling of happiness or sorrow , that have kept us being who we are . Well , i'm writing this post to the person that has been in my life for almost 8 months now and i want to tell her that she is the greatest friend i could ever ask for . Yes , i'm referring to my dearest bestie . Somehow , i know this may sound crazy , i can sometimes feel her feelings deep in my heart . Eventhough in her blog she may seems a type of happy-go-lucky girl , i got the feeling that there's a dark secret behind her smile . I'm not here to tell you guys about what her problem is but to tell you guys how strong she is . She is the strongest girl that i've ever seen . She has the strength to smile eventhough she have problems . I don't know how deep and dark her problems are but i know no matter how deep and dark they are , she still has the strength to smile . I really admire her . Her name will forever be carve on my heart and can never be replace by anyone . She is really the greatest .
Chapter 155: My Second Heartbeat
Hey guys . Wow , it's been like weeks since i've posted anything here . Really miss the typing and stuff . Well , firstly , updates on me . I'm now living a single life and finally , i've earn something i've lost for a long time , my freedom . Health ? Good , i think . Wealth ? Never have , never will . Life is really beating me down now and day by day , i kept on thinking that there's ain't gonna be any hope for me but my love ones are always there to reach out their hands and helped me out .
Firstly , Zul and gang , you guys rocks ! When i first enter ITE , i thought there won't be anyone that is ... so called 'like me' but when i met you guys , life suddenly began to shine . You guys have always been there to carve a smile on my face no matter if you guys noticed it or not . You guys are like my pillars that supports me in anyway possible and when the going gets tough , you guys will try to be even tougher and overcome the situation together . One thing i learn being with all you is that we are never alone . Even if we are the most emo person in this entire planet , we will never be alone . We joke together and always be together not only in this life , hopefully in the afterlife . You guys are the reason why i'm still here .
To Mady , stop worrying about what people think of you . You are the greatest friend anyone could ask for . If i pray very hard to get the greatest friend , god will surely send you . You have that cunning spirit of love and no-one can ever beat you in that . I never blame you for being a busy body in my life but i'm actually glad that you are part of my life . Like the rest , you helped me when things get hard for me and always end every conversation with a smile . You need to be happy always , eventhough the days may seem dark . Don't care what strangers think of you , we know you better .
To Aishah , you really have been a great friend to me . You are a sweet , loving , kind , caring , funny and beautiful girl . Any guys that were to have you will be call lucky . Your type of girl is like one in a million . When i think of you , i would suddenly be happy and i feel like hugging you tightly , not wanting to let go . I treasure our status because you have always been there for me (when you are not busy or asleep) . You never fail to also carve a smile on my face . Hearing your voice before i sleep will be the greatest gift of the day . At least if i never wake up the next day , i will die in peace . Your voice is just like a sweet melody that rings in my ears permanently . We made our promises and we are gonna keep it .
To My Dearest Bestie , Fee , I miss you so damn much . I really just wish you are here right now by my side helping me with my life . Among all of my friends above , you are the greatest because you know me very very well and you are the only person that can cheer me up when i'm having my deepest and darkest problems . We have been besties for almost 7 months and i know that the numbers will keep on increasing . You have always been there for me eventhough we didn't really talk to each other that much . I really want to meet you her hear your voice but time hasn't permit us . When the time comes , we will surely meet . Of all the people above , you are my loudest second heartbeat . There will always be a space reserve for in my my heart bestie . Always ...
Lastly , to Blind Bandit . Jamming this Saturday . Let's rock guys . You guys are love always .
Firstly , Zul and gang , you guys rocks ! When i first enter ITE , i thought there won't be anyone that is ... so called 'like me' but when i met you guys , life suddenly began to shine . You guys have always been there to carve a smile on my face no matter if you guys noticed it or not . You guys are like my pillars that supports me in anyway possible and when the going gets tough , you guys will try to be even tougher and overcome the situation together . One thing i learn being with all you is that we are never alone . Even if we are the most emo person in this entire planet , we will never be alone . We joke together and always be together not only in this life , hopefully in the afterlife . You guys are the reason why i'm still here .
To Mady , stop worrying about what people think of you . You are the greatest friend anyone could ask for . If i pray very hard to get the greatest friend , god will surely send you . You have that cunning spirit of love and no-one can ever beat you in that . I never blame you for being a busy body in my life but i'm actually glad that you are part of my life . Like the rest , you helped me when things get hard for me and always end every conversation with a smile . You need to be happy always , eventhough the days may seem dark . Don't care what strangers think of you , we know you better .
To Aishah , you really have been a great friend to me . You are a sweet , loving , kind , caring , funny and beautiful girl . Any guys that were to have you will be call lucky . Your type of girl is like one in a million . When i think of you , i would suddenly be happy and i feel like hugging you tightly , not wanting to let go . I treasure our status because you have always been there for me (when you are not busy or asleep) . You never fail to also carve a smile on my face . Hearing your voice before i sleep will be the greatest gift of the day . At least if i never wake up the next day , i will die in peace . Your voice is just like a sweet melody that rings in my ears permanently . We made our promises and we are gonna keep it .
To My Dearest Bestie , Fee , I miss you so damn much . I really just wish you are here right now by my side helping me with my life . Among all of my friends above , you are the greatest because you know me very very well and you are the only person that can cheer me up when i'm having my deepest and darkest problems . We have been besties for almost 7 months and i know that the numbers will keep on increasing . You have always been there for me eventhough we didn't really talk to each other that much . I really want to meet you her hear your voice but time hasn't permit us . When the time comes , we will surely meet . Of all the people above , you are my loudest second heartbeat . There will always be a space reserve for in my my heart bestie . Always ...
Lastly , to Blind Bandit . Jamming this Saturday . Let's rock guys . You guys are love always .
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and It don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward
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