Chapter 54: I Love My Life But Hate Myself

Hey there, I'm back yet again .

Wah, today is a long and tiring but great day ..

The day wasn't that bad but we sure have a lot of laughs ..

Firstly, i met Nissa at Jurong East Mrt station ..

I was STUPIDLY late ..

I was held by three stuff ..

My mum, the bus and an old man ..

I felt like screaming ..

She may not be angry but deep down, i know she is ..

I'm really sorry ..

Then, went to Wisma to pick up her HP from repair ..

Then we went to Vivo and just kill time there ..

After that, we went to Downtown East ..

Met her abang angkat and he turned out to be a great guy ..

Then we sat at the beach at downtown east ..

There we ... and took some pics ..

Then, met Mama at Geylang and ate with Nissa ..

Went back home took mrt with Mama and Nissa ..

I'm now hate myself ..

I don't know what's wrong with me ..

My life is prefect but i ruin everything ..

Why ?!

I found the girl that i love the most ..

But still, i keep on ruining everything ..

Am i meant to die and to keep away from people ?

I need help ..

Please ..

I want to be the guy that i was before i'm like this ..

All i know now is to make everyone angry ..

I'm so sorry ..

I HATE MYSELF !!