Chapter 58: When Destiny Clashes

Hello ..
Well 2nd day in school wasn't that bad ..
Sure got a lot of laughs with Shidiq and Jesslyn ..
I and Shidiq got laughed about yesterday's incident and he still could do a re-enactment ..
Haha ..
But one thing i can't forget about was his Evil smile ..
Haha ..

Shidiq told me to be the band's vocalist again ..
I wasn't sure if that's a comfirm but i'll try to sing again ..
He said that he know a girl bassist ..
That's superb cool ..
Blind Bandit is gonna be a unique band ..

And there's one tiny problem ..
We are going jamming on Friday and that's like the day i'm meeting Nissa ..
DESTINY CLASHES !!!
Shidiq told me to bring her along ..
I want to ..
Hmm, how about this, she will follow me go jamming and after that, we can go to do our homeworks ..
I hope she agree ..
I really don't want to cancel it ..
If she cancels it, i won't go to jamming ..

I miss her so so much ..
Well, i think i end it here ..
Continue tomorrow, i think ..
Well till then,
Tataz !!

Chapter 57: Name The Blind

Hello ..
I survived the first day of school re-open ..
And that's because, many teacher aren't in school ..
Sure got a lot of laughs in school, especially with Shidiq, Barani and Jesslyn ..
Then, we saw Marzuki ran the AYG torch relay because he represents S'pore for hockey..
We disturbed many people while we were waiting ..
We spent around 20 minutes just waiting for the event to start but it ended in less than 2 minutes ..
Wow ..
So dissapointed ..

After school, i and Shidiq went to Jurong Point just to kill time ..
We saw something and i look at Shidiq and we laugh like hell ..
I was like talking to him and he was like looking at something ..
I stare at him and he was like blur ..
Then i tried to talk but i burst out in laughter ..
Then, he told us that our band name has changed ..
We are now called 'Blind Bandit' ..
That's like COOL ..
I really hate the new sitting arrangement ..
Need to protest ..

Well that's all for today ..
Can't wait for Friday ..
I LOVE NISSA A LOT !!
Well, till next time,
Tataz !!

Chapter 56: Hands Of God

Hello there ..
Well, yesterday is Saturday ..
I can't call Hunny because Mami will be nagging at me ..
But gladly she understands ..
I miss Hunny a lot seh ..
So long already i didn't press her nose ..
Haha ..

Well in the morning, i rot at home and around 3.30pm, went down to the field ..
Got ready and kick around while waiting for players to come ..
Well my team firstly was, Dafie, Aidil, Ahmad, Muhaimin, Hajas, Wan, Kishore, Fathi and me ..
Not to brag or anything but i was really in forming position yesterday ..
For the first time in my life, i was so daring ..
Made a lot of great saves but i let in two goals ..
Then, a few more minutes in the end of the game, i changed keeper ..
In the end, we won 4-3 ..
Phew, that was close ..

Went home and took a bath and go out for dinner with my family, adik, cousin and my aunty and uncle ..
Went to eat at Bukit Timah ..
I ate Naan and after eating, i was damn full ..
After eating, went to West Coast Park until 1.30am ..
We got a lot of laughs ..
It was great ..

Well that's all for now ..
School starts tomorrow and don't feel like going ..
But can't wait for Friday, meeting my Hunny ..
Miss her and love her ..
Tataz !!

Chapter 55: The Cure

Hello there ..
Well sorry for my last post ..
I'm like depressed for some reason but i'm like ok now ..
Well i'm gonna talk to you what happened yesterday and today ..

Yesterday, i met Nissa at Jurong East Mrt at 12.30pm ..
She was late but i don't mind ..
Then i got an info from Nissa that our plan is like, cancel ..
Firstly, we went to City Hall and went to eat ..
She was like don't want to eat ..
I bought a meal and we shared ..
In the end, she finished it ..
Haha ..
Then, we headed to Marina Barrage ..
We like played with water there ..
Haha ..
She was like attacked me and of course, i need to revenge to her ..
Haha ..
Well , we took some pics there ..
Then, on the way back to Marina Bay, we were like tickling each other ..
We were the noisiest in the bus ..
She laughed when she tickled me and she said that my reaction was very funny ..
It's great to see her happy ..
That's like the greatest thing i would like to see, Nissa happy ..
Then we went to Lot 1 ..
The first thing i did was i disturbed Dawn ..
haha ..
Then we ate at Food Culture at Lot 1 ..
Then , i sent her home and she was like, don't want me to send her home ..
I keep on pulling her home but she want to sent me to Lrt ..
I was like no, don't ..
She really pull her home ..
Then, when i was about to take Lrt, i cannot enter because my ez-link is empty ..
I hate the new ez-link ..
I told her then she was like so suddenly told Mama ..
I really don't want Mama to top up for me ..
That was like sweet of Hunny and Mama ..
Thanks ..
That's sweet ..
Hunny then sent me the money ..
She's like sooooo SWEET !!
I LOVE YOU A LOT HUNNY !!

Today, went to Causeway Point to catch a movie with my family ..
We watch Transformers 2 ..
It's a SUPERB movie ..
Can't wait to buy the CD ..
Haha ..
And i'll watch it every time ..
Haha ..

Well i'll end it here ..
Till nxt time ..
Tataz !!


Chapter 54: I Love My Life But Hate Myself

Hey there, I'm back yet again .
Wah, today is a long and tiring but great day ..
The day wasn't that bad but we sure have a lot of laughs ..
Firstly, i met Nissa at Jurong East Mrt station ..
I was STUPIDLY late ..
I was held by three stuff ..
My mum, the bus and an old man ..
I felt like screaming ..
She may not be angry but deep down, i know she is ..
I'm really sorry ..
Then, went to Wisma to pick up her HP from repair ..
Then we went to Vivo and just kill time there ..
After that, we went to Downtown East ..
Met her abang angkat and he turned out to be a great guy ..
Then we sat at the beach at downtown east ..
There we ... and took some pics ..
Then, met Mama at Geylang and ate with Nissa ..
Went back home took mrt with Mama and Nissa ..

I'm now hate myself ..
I don't know what's wrong with me ..
My life is prefect but i ruin everything ..
Why ?!
I found the girl that i love the most ..
But still, i keep on ruining everything ..
Am i meant to die and to keep away from people ?
I need help ..
Please ..
I want to be the guy that i was before i'm like this ..
All i know now is to make everyone angry ..
I'm so sorry ..
I HATE MYSELF !!

Chapter 53: Her Victory And Their Defeat

Hey there, sorry i didn't post on friday or yesterday ..
Friday, i went home late and yesterday, i can't use the computer ..
Well, i'll tell you guys what happened on friday and yesterday ..

Firstly, on friday, woke up like any other Friday and waited for my Friday prayers to start ..
Will waiting, i was rotting at home ..
After Friday prayers, i got ready and waited for Nissa to call me because i was meeting her and Mama ..
While waiting, guess what, i fell asleep ..
But luckily, i could wake up when she called ..
I was so late when i was meeting her ..
Met her at Jurong East MRT Station's Popular Book Store ..
She was wearing blue ..
She said she reconized me because of the way i walked ..
And i was like 'Ok?' ..
I didn't know that the way i walk is different from others ..
Then, i heard someone calling my name and i turned and saw three girls waving at me ..
I couldn't see their faces but i think it's my primary school friends ..
Then, we walked to the CPF building to meet Mama ..
I was sweating moments before i met Mama because i'm like so scared ..
Nissa tried to comfort me by telling me that she's friendly ..
Well, that didn't work ..
As Mama turned and looked at me, she greeted me with a smile ..
Phew ..
After we went out at the CPF building, we went to IMM ..
I don't really know why we went there but it's ok ..
Then, went back to Jurong East MRT and went to Jurong Point ..
We went there and ate at Banquet ..
Then after eating, Mama went back home and me and Nissa went to Lot 1 ..
Nissa wanted to print something at Lot 1 but she can't ..
Then we went to the roof garden but there's a lot of people there ..
So we decided to go to somewhere that have less people ..
We took 190 to Bukit Panjang area ..
She bought us to a place and there, is one of the sweetest moments i ever had ..
It was so peaceful and i was lying down while looking up at the night sky and talking to Nissa ..
Somehow, that's sweet ..
Then we went to KFC and where we met one of Nissa primary school friend ..
She was chubby and i kept on making a chubby face at Nissa and she said that i'm like so naughty ..
She kept on pinching my cheek when i did that chubby look and i revenge with her by pressing her nose ..
Went home around 11+pm and and 12am sharp, i sent her and message about our 1 month relationship ..
I don't why, i have been with a lot of others longer then Nissa but i felt that me and Nissa relationship is even more special ..
She did one thing that my other ex's failed to do, she has totally make me crave the biggest smile ..
The last thing i told her before she went to camp was, 'I Love You So Much' ..

Yesterday, 200609, i started to miss her ..
But i know that i'll see her soon ..
First part of the day, i was rotting at home just playing video games ..
Then around 3.30pm, went down to play soccer ..
We trained keeper and i made some great saves but of course some mistakes as well ..
Need to start training hard before next month friendly game ..
Went home around 7pm and took a bath and went to Malaysia ..
I went there because my dad wanted to give my grandmother some money ..
After visiting my grandmother, went to meet my cousins at my mother side and went to eat at Johor Bahru ..
We reached home around 2.30am ..
So the tiring ..
Haha ..

Well continue as soon as i got something to share ..
Till then, Tataz !!

Chapter 52: The Burning Earth

Yesterday was so so damn hot ..
Cannot take it ..
But luckily around 4+pm, it's not that hot ..
Me and my cousin went to Marina Barrage and Penin ..
We went to penin first to check out some bass ..
Found one just $250 and it comes along with Amp, tuner, bag and a lot more ..
Then went to Marina to take some pics ..

Well i think i'll end it here ..
Continue tomorrow for sure ..
Meeting Nissa and her mum ..
Wow !!
Till then, Tataz !!










Chapter 51: One Is Dead, Another Reborn

Wah !!
So so damn tired ..
I'm like outside the whole day ..
Alright ..
Hmm ..
Where should i start ??
Ok ..

Firstly, woke up around 8+am ..
Took a bath and went to meet Nissa and her friends at Lot 1 ..
Haha ..
Sure disturbed her a lot ..
Haha ..
Then went back home around 12.45pm ..
Eventhough it was fast, i sure am happy to see her ..
I LOVE HER SO MUCH !!

Went back home to change my clothes ..
Went to sleep while waiting for Shidiq to come and fetch me ..
But luckily i could wake up when he messaged me to go out ..
Haha ..
Took car and went to Bugis jamming studio ..
And i recieved news from Shidiq and his bro ..
We are making a band together ..
Shidiq and Jesslyn will be on guitars, Shidiq's bro will be on drums and i will be one bass ..
We are in search for a vocalist ..
When we reached the jamming studio, they played songs from Atreyu, Killswitch Engaged and Protest The Hero ..
They also created our first ever original song called 'Blind Bandit' ..
It's a SUPERB song ..
I love the ending ..
After jamming, we went to eat ..
I ate Prata egg ..
Haha ..
After that, we went to Queensway Shopping Centre and look at shoes ..
Haha ..
We're just killing time there ..
After going to Queensway, we went to hang out at West Coast Park ..
We bought Macdonalds and eat while we hear stories from Shidiq's bro ..
Haha ..
We sure have lots of laughs ..
Haha ..
Then we decided to come up with a band's name ..
We got a lot of ideas but we decided to the name 'Rad-Waste' ..
It's the name of Shidiq's old band but we decided to "Reborn" the name ..
It's a cool name ..
We played the Pyramid, and the playground there ..
We are surely like small kids but we sure have fun ..
Haha ..
Then went back home around 9+pm ..

Well i think i'll end it here ..
Here's a video of our new original ..
Do enjoy ..
Well continue soon ..
Till then,
Tataz !!
Here's the video 'Blind Bandit by Rad-Waste (Drums And Lead)


Chapter 50: They've Landed On Earth

Hello !!
Well, here to write another post ..
Well first thing, yesterday, went to Vivo City around 11+am ..
I went there with my family and we just walk here and there ..
And i finally bought the Converse All-Star shoe i always wanted ..
Like YAY !!

We went to ate at Banquet (is the spelling right?) ..
Then went to eat at Starbucks ..
Haha ..
We spent hours at Vivo ..
And we got out of that place around 4+pm ..
My dad was shocked when he saw that he need to pay $5 for parking ..
Haha ..

After we left Vivo, i went to my cousin's house ..
I and my cousin played this game where we need to survive levels of zombies ..
We laughed like hell ..
Well, not really like hell ..
Then we went home around 10+pm ..

I messaged Nissa while at my cousin's house and till i reach home ..
Really miss her ..
But it's ok ..
I know i will meet her sooner or later ..
And I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH !!

Wah ..
Tuesday got jamming then go out ..
And Wednesday, i also maybe go out with my cousins ..
Gonna be a long and tiring week ..

Oh yeah ..
And one last thing ..
The last Saturday match, we lost 2-1 ..
But it's ok ..
We at least have fun ..
We know in a game, there's always winners and losers ..
In the last game, we were losers but who knows the next game, we may be winners ..
The next game will be next month ..
Need to train extra hard ..
And of course, i'll concetrate hard on studies and the band ..
This is one tiring holiday ..

Well, i think i'll end here ..
Continue when i got something to share ..
Till then,
Tataz !!
And here are some photos took ..
Do enjoy ..








Chapter 49: Approved !!

I'm finally approved !!
Yes !!
Nothing but a smile on my face ..
Well life has been SUPERB this past few days ..
Really ..
Almost everything has been going the way i wanted ..
Except maybe for 1 or 2 things ..

I really hope i can the same things about my friends ..
Well i'm not really sure how their lifes have been this past few days ..
I really hope they're doing fine ..
Well the band has been great ..
Learning drums and hope to play it well ..

Later around 3.30pm, there's another friendly match with an unknown team at Juying Sec ..
Wow ..
My dad said that the team we're facing is a hard team to defeat ..
Gonna play as keeper in the second half again ..
Wah ..

Well gonna end it here ..
Continue again some other day ..
Or maybe later to tell about the team score ..
Ok, alright ..
Till then,
Tataz !!

Chapter 48: That One Special Moment

Yesterday, wow ..
It was a SUPERB day ..
Finally met Nissa ..
She was a tall girl that has about the same height as me ..
That's tall ..
Haha ..
She's SUPER cute and she has a really SWEET smile ..
I really can't forget about that smile of hers ..

First, i waited for her for 15 straight minutes at CCK LRT ..
Alright, it's the first time she's late so i don't mind ..
I joke to her that she need to do a punishment and she was really like scared ..
But I was joking ..
Then we went to pray and went to BPP ..
We ate at Mac and there is where the laughs began, i think ..
Something happened there to both of us ..
Sorry can't mention it ..
Haha ..

Then we walked somewhere where i didn't know what it's called ..
ut the sweetest moment of that day was when we sat in a park ..
It was so nature-fill and around 7+pm, we could hear the music played by nature ..
We talked about things and sure have a great time there ..
Around 8+pm, we went to another location and we sat on a so call hill-top ..
We tried to take pictures with each other but it was so dark ..
Thenwe decided to write our name on something ..
I don't know why we did that but it's so so cool ..

Around 9+pm, near to 10pm, i sent her home ..
After she got to her house, she called me saying that no-one's at home so i decided to call her back down and i'll wait with her until her parents were home ..
It's not long but at least we could chat a little ..

Went home around 10+pm ..
Took the lrt and went to CCK and took the bus 188 back home ..
She acompanied me on the phone for the whole journey to CCk ..
Then on the bus, she messaged me ..
Went home my whole family were asleep ..
And while messaging Nissa, i fell asleep ..
I'M SO SORRY !!



Yeah ..
It was a night that i wish it would never ever end ..
It was a great day ..
But to bad it has to end ..

Well i'll end it here and know ..
Continue soon ..
Well till then, Tataz !!
And by the way, here are some pics we took ..
Enjoy !!




Chapter 47: Finally

Hello there ..
Sorry i hadn't post for quite sometime now ..
Busy lately , wait wait ..
No not busy ..
It's Lazy ..
Haha ..
Ok so i'm gonna tell you what happened lately ..
Yesterday is Adrian's 2nd Birthday ..
But to bad he still can't talk to make that one special wish ..
We went to my cousin's house and i went home around 10+pm ..
My little brother went to sleep at my cousin's house and i got my bedroom all to myself ..
Finally, i slept peacefully ..
Haha ..

Well today gonna meet Nissa ..
Phew ..
So so so NERVOUS ..
I WISH nothing bad is gonna happen ..
After some recent incident, i got phobia of going out meeting my own girlfriend ..
Opps ..
Should have shut up ..
But today i'm trying to overcome that fear ..
I know i can do it ..

Haha ..
Well ok ..
I'm gonna end it here ..
Continue soon ..
Till then , Tataz !!

Chapter 46: Untitled

Well it has been a long time since i post ..
Well so far there are ups and downs in my life ..
But mostly it's ups ..
Well my love with Nissa is still going strong ..
I think it'll continue this way maybe for a long time ..

Well today, got a friendly match with Shidiq's team ..
It's a fun match and in the end, the result is a draw ..
The final score is 6-6 ..
Next week there'll be another game against an unknown team ..
Haha ..
Gonna be a great game ..

Went home around 6+ and went to west coast and eat ..
I message with Nissa and went home and chat with her ..
Can't wait for Monday, meeting her for the first time ..
But i just hope there will not be any last minutes cancels ..

Well i think i'll end it here ..
Continue next time ..
Here's a team photo ..
Do enjoy ..



Chapter 45: Nothing But Noise

o2o6o9 ..

Today is my 2nd day schooling during holidays ..
So far, no enjoyment ..
But i still never fail to carve a smile ..
In school gt social studies and physics class ..
Social studies, me and Shidiq sat at the last table at the corner of the class ..
We played PSP ..
Haha ..
Then during physics, we learned about DC circuit ..
And after break, we got physics again ..
We need to form into groups of 4 or 5 and have a little quiz of what we learned before our break ..
When my group won, we celebrated like we just won our floorball finals ..
Haha ..
Me and Hafiz are the most hyper ..
Me, Wan, Shidiq skipped DNT and went home ..
I skip because my material haven't come ..
So yeah ..

Well that's what happen so far today ..
Write again soon ..
Till then, 
Tataz !!
**MISS NISSA A LOT !!**

Chapter 44: New June

Well today is Monday, 1st of june 2oo9 ..
Got DNT just now and went to school at 9+am ..
Meet Barani first and waited for Shidiq ..
Long sia wait ..
Haha ..
Tomorrow got school again ..
Walau !!
Lazy sia want to go ..
Ok ok now i'm speaking in S'pore language ..
Haha ..

Around 12pm left school and go to Shidiq's house for my first drumming lesson ..
Stress but in the end i got a bit of it ..
Learning from basics and watch some tips on Youtube ..
Hope to be as good as every drummer there is ..
Don't know when continue the next lesson ..
Well once i can get a hang of drumming, the first song we're playing is 'And The Hero Will Drown' ..
Well if Wan quit, this is going to be our new position in the band ..
Shidiq (Vocals [temporary] and Lead Guitar), Jesslyn (Guitar), Barani (Bass), Esfan (Drum) ..
We are trying to find a vocalist from outside school so can perform outside ..
Haha ..
But can't beat Fat Chicken in vocals ..
But this is one of opportunities for Shidiq to defeat the Fat Chicken once and for all ..
Haha (Evil Laugh) ..

Well i'll end it here ..
Continue next time ..
Till then ..
Tataz !!