Well , yeah , it's hard to see the person you love the most just disappear out of our lives just like that . I've lost a lot of my dearest before and the pain never gets old . The pain of losing someone will scar us but the memories will always be there to heal it . Memories of the time you have fun , laugh , joke , hug and kiss . The person maybe physically gone but the person will always live on in our life , in our hearts .
Chapter 162: It's Hard Isn't It ?
Well , to my dear friend Jess , sorry to hear about your grandfather . I hope this won't pull you down for your upcoming O' levels and of course the BLB spirit . Stay strong . =)
Well , yeah , it's hard to see the person you love the most just disappear out of our lives just like that . I've lost a lot of my dearest before and the pain never gets old . The pain of losing someone will scar us but the memories will always be there to heal it . Memories of the time you have fun , laugh , joke , hug and kiss . The person maybe physically gone but the person will always live on in our life , in our hearts .
Well , yeah , it's hard to see the person you love the most just disappear out of our lives just like that . I've lost a lot of my dearest before and the pain never gets old . The pain of losing someone will scar us but the memories will always be there to heal it . Memories of the time you have fun , laugh , joke , hug and kiss . The person maybe physically gone but the person will always live on in our life , in our hearts .
Chapter 161: Clear
It's hard to tell a certain someone that you really love that person . It's really hard . It's hard to find the person that is suitable for you but i think i found mine . I found her months ago . Well , not to make it so obvious , i will say no more .
I made a promise to her that i'll always be the pillar that will support her in every way possible . I told her that if she let go of the hook , i will be there to catch her hands and hold them tightly , not letting it go . I promise her to always be in her heart and she will always be in mine . Who is she ? Well , she's my dearest bestie , Fee .
I made a promise to her that i'll always be the pillar that will support her in every way possible . I told her that if she let go of the hook , i will be there to catch her hands and hold them tightly , not letting it go . I promise her to always be in her heart and she will always be in mine . Who is she ? Well , she's my dearest bestie , Fee .
Chapter 160: I Need A Miracle
Sorry for my disappearance . I know that my magic trick are lame and all but i'm trying my very best to online . Well , here's a quick update on myself . Lately , i've been quite emo . Emotions are like playing with me once again and i'm starting to give up . Suddenly , i see that everything in this world seems meaningless to me . Yeah , i know that i'm very emo now but i can't help it . I feel like slapping myself billions of times until i get my mind straight .
Ever since my last chat with Bestie , life hasn't been sunshine and rainbows . I really need her here . If only she could hear my cries , pleading . I know for some , she's only a bestie for my but she's really more special than any of you could imagine . She's always there for me eventhough we hadn't chatted for a long time . I do believe in miracles . Even if time hasn't permit us to talk to each other , i still believe that somehow someday , we are gonna talk once again . I confident with it .
Ever since my last chat with Bestie , life hasn't been sunshine and rainbows . I really need her here . If only she could hear my cries , pleading . I know for some , she's only a bestie for my but she's really more special than any of you could imagine . She's always there for me eventhough we hadn't chatted for a long time . I do believe in miracles . Even if time hasn't permit us to talk to each other , i still believe that somehow someday , we are gonna talk once again . I confident with it .
Chapter 159: Stop Working You Motherfucking Brain !
I hate my brain so~ fucking much . It's working not in the way it suppose to be . Flash backs are all entering back into my thick skull . Things that i want to forget kept on coming back and the things that i want to think about never did come back . What is this shit ?! The worst part is , i kept on thinking back on the things that hurt me so fucking much . School is about to begin once more and this fucking shit is happening . Just stop working you motherfucking brain . This thing is really putting too much tension on me now . Now , i cannot be normal anymore . I'm like a crazy motherfucking guy who wants to take a motherfucking knife and cut this brain out . I never wanted this , i never wanted any of this . All i want is to live how i'm suppose to live . This is ignorance . What the fuck !
Chapter 158: All We Need Is A Reason
Well , let's start with a hello . Hello . Well , the weekends have been tiring for me really . Went here and there like mad but it's also fun and great . Life ? It's been magnificent . Enjoying life . Well , of course , there ups and downs but now , the battle against life , it seems like i'm winning .
Yeah , my title , it's from the lyrics 'The Antidote' and it's a very powerful phrase . Everything we did , all of them have a reason .
It's gonna be a short chapter today because my mood suddenly disappears .
Yeah , my title , it's from the lyrics 'The Antidote' and it's a very powerful phrase . Everything we did , all of them have a reason .
It's gonna be a short chapter today because my mood suddenly disappears .
Chapter 157: Verge Of Rebirth
Time flies fast doesn't it . Yeah , it feels like only yesterday we learned how to walk and now you know it , you are already running . Even with a great past , i still feel like a kid . A little boy that doesn't want to grow up . A little boy that still wants a nice warm hug from his mummy . From my point of view , being a kid is the great blessing in life . Once we are old and matured , we won't see the fun side of life . We will only see the boring , dull and busy side of life .
But above all of that , life is still the best thing you'll ever get . Even if life is a cruel and nasty place , it's the only thing that releases the strong side of you , the strength to overcome every obstacle life has to offer . The strength of smiling even when you're facing your darkest problems . The strength of never giving up when you see the problem is impossible to overcome .
Well , i'm gonna be gone for three days . I'm off to Sepang to catch F1 race . Gonna hear the loud roar of the engine . Can't wait . Since i got the DSLR camera back , gonna snap awesome pictures . KL , Sepang , here i come .
But above all of that , life is still the best thing you'll ever get . Even if life is a cruel and nasty place , it's the only thing that releases the strong side of you , the strength to overcome every obstacle life has to offer . The strength of smiling even when you're facing your darkest problems . The strength of never giving up when you see the problem is impossible to overcome .
Well , i'm gonna be gone for three days . I'm off to Sepang to catch F1 race . Gonna hear the loud roar of the engine . Can't wait . Since i got the DSLR camera back , gonna snap awesome pictures . KL , Sepang , here i come .
Chapter 156: Your Tears Are My Tears And You Smiles Are My Smiles
Feelings , it's always had been a funny and unpredictable thing from the start . It's either the feeling of happiness or sorrow , that have kept us being who we are . Well , i'm writing this post to the person that has been in my life for almost 8 months now and i want to tell her that she is the greatest friend i could ever ask for . Yes , i'm referring to my dearest bestie . Somehow , i know this may sound crazy , i can sometimes feel her feelings deep in my heart . Eventhough in her blog she may seems a type of happy-go-lucky girl , i got the feeling that there's a dark secret behind her smile . I'm not here to tell you guys about what her problem is but to tell you guys how strong she is . She is the strongest girl that i've ever seen . She has the strength to smile eventhough she have problems . I don't know how deep and dark her problems are but i know no matter how deep and dark they are , she still has the strength to smile . I really admire her . Her name will forever be carve on my heart and can never be replace by anyone . She is really the greatest .
Chapter 155: My Second Heartbeat
Hey guys . Wow , it's been like weeks since i've posted anything here . Really miss the typing and stuff . Well , firstly , updates on me . I'm now living a single life and finally , i've earn something i've lost for a long time , my freedom . Health ? Good , i think . Wealth ? Never have , never will . Life is really beating me down now and day by day , i kept on thinking that there's ain't gonna be any hope for me but my love ones are always there to reach out their hands and helped me out .
Firstly , Zul and gang , you guys rocks ! When i first enter ITE , i thought there won't be anyone that is ... so called 'like me' but when i met you guys , life suddenly began to shine . You guys have always been there to carve a smile on my face no matter if you guys noticed it or not . You guys are like my pillars that supports me in anyway possible and when the going gets tough , you guys will try to be even tougher and overcome the situation together . One thing i learn being with all you is that we are never alone . Even if we are the most emo person in this entire planet , we will never be alone . We joke together and always be together not only in this life , hopefully in the afterlife . You guys are the reason why i'm still here .
To Mady , stop worrying about what people think of you . You are the greatest friend anyone could ask for . If i pray very hard to get the greatest friend , god will surely send you . You have that cunning spirit of love and no-one can ever beat you in that . I never blame you for being a busy body in my life but i'm actually glad that you are part of my life . Like the rest , you helped me when things get hard for me and always end every conversation with a smile . You need to be happy always , eventhough the days may seem dark . Don't care what strangers think of you , we know you better .
To Aishah , you really have been a great friend to me . You are a sweet , loving , kind , caring , funny and beautiful girl . Any guys that were to have you will be call lucky . Your type of girl is like one in a million . When i think of you , i would suddenly be happy and i feel like hugging you tightly , not wanting to let go . I treasure our status because you have always been there for me (when you are not busy or asleep) . You never fail to also carve a smile on my face . Hearing your voice before i sleep will be the greatest gift of the day . At least if i never wake up the next day , i will die in peace . Your voice is just like a sweet melody that rings in my ears permanently . We made our promises and we are gonna keep it .
To My Dearest Bestie , Fee , I miss you so damn much . I really just wish you are here right now by my side helping me with my life . Among all of my friends above , you are the greatest because you know me very very well and you are the only person that can cheer me up when i'm having my deepest and darkest problems . We have been besties for almost 7 months and i know that the numbers will keep on increasing . You have always been there for me eventhough we didn't really talk to each other that much . I really want to meet you her hear your voice but time hasn't permit us . When the time comes , we will surely meet . Of all the people above , you are my loudest second heartbeat . There will always be a space reserve for in my my heart bestie . Always ...
Lastly , to Blind Bandit . Jamming this Saturday . Let's rock guys . You guys are love always .
Firstly , Zul and gang , you guys rocks ! When i first enter ITE , i thought there won't be anyone that is ... so called 'like me' but when i met you guys , life suddenly began to shine . You guys have always been there to carve a smile on my face no matter if you guys noticed it or not . You guys are like my pillars that supports me in anyway possible and when the going gets tough , you guys will try to be even tougher and overcome the situation together . One thing i learn being with all you is that we are never alone . Even if we are the most emo person in this entire planet , we will never be alone . We joke together and always be together not only in this life , hopefully in the afterlife . You guys are the reason why i'm still here .
To Mady , stop worrying about what people think of you . You are the greatest friend anyone could ask for . If i pray very hard to get the greatest friend , god will surely send you . You have that cunning spirit of love and no-one can ever beat you in that . I never blame you for being a busy body in my life but i'm actually glad that you are part of my life . Like the rest , you helped me when things get hard for me and always end every conversation with a smile . You need to be happy always , eventhough the days may seem dark . Don't care what strangers think of you , we know you better .
To Aishah , you really have been a great friend to me . You are a sweet , loving , kind , caring , funny and beautiful girl . Any guys that were to have you will be call lucky . Your type of girl is like one in a million . When i think of you , i would suddenly be happy and i feel like hugging you tightly , not wanting to let go . I treasure our status because you have always been there for me (when you are not busy or asleep) . You never fail to also carve a smile on my face . Hearing your voice before i sleep will be the greatest gift of the day . At least if i never wake up the next day , i will die in peace . Your voice is just like a sweet melody that rings in my ears permanently . We made our promises and we are gonna keep it .
To My Dearest Bestie , Fee , I miss you so damn much . I really just wish you are here right now by my side helping me with my life . Among all of my friends above , you are the greatest because you know me very very well and you are the only person that can cheer me up when i'm having my deepest and darkest problems . We have been besties for almost 7 months and i know that the numbers will keep on increasing . You have always been there for me eventhough we didn't really talk to each other that much . I really want to meet you her hear your voice but time hasn't permit us . When the time comes , we will surely meet . Of all the people above , you are my loudest second heartbeat . There will always be a space reserve for in my my heart bestie . Always ...
Lastly , to Blind Bandit . Jamming this Saturday . Let's rock guys . You guys are love always .
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and It don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward
Chapter 153: The Children Sing
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this, don't take this world away
the future decides the roles we play
the struggles to sell the past away
the after thought is staring back on better days
cause our daughters and sons will live to pay
through every mistake that we have made
through every conviction we've betrayed
so let the children sing
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
yeah
so while we contempt to waste away
the answer that only time could chase
the question we'll ask ourselves from here, to eternity
will it be worth the price to pay
to living the lives of our remains
how do you think we will explain
when the children sing
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
can we find a way
to face today
with the eye on the things to come
cause mistakes we've made
bring on decay
and our chance to make a difference will be gone
oh
yeah
so this is the price to pay (this is the price to pay)
for living in our remains (living in our remains)
just listen as the children sing
on't take this, don't take this world away (away)
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this, don't take this world away
the future decides the roles we play
the struggles to sell the past away
the after thought is staring back on better days
cause our daughters and sons will live to pay
through every mistake that we have made
through every conviction we've betrayed
so let the children sing
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
yeah
so while we contempt to waste away
the answer that only time could chase
the question we'll ask ourselves from here, to eternity
will it be worth the price to pay
to living the lives of our remains
how do you think we will explain
when the children sing
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
can we find a way
to face today
with the eye on the things to come
cause mistakes we've made
bring on decay
and our chance to make a difference will be gone
oh
yeah
so this is the price to pay (this is the price to pay)
for living in our remains (living in our remains)
just listen as the children sing
on't take this, don't take this world away (away)
don't take this, don't take this world away from me
don't take this world away from me
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