Chapter 167: Butterfly Effect
Hey , i come by this awesome theory . It's call 'The Butterfly Effect' . Well , this effect is simply not possible now because nobody can travel through time and space . Well , if suddenly time traveling is possible , we've got to worry about the butterfly effect . The butterfly effect is simply an effect which can change the present from what the traveler saw before he/she travels through time . It's pretty complicated but if you wanna know more , simply check through in Wikipedia or be like me , watch Heroes .
Chapter 166: Live In The Lou
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Finally , i got Story Of The Year Live In The Lou in my mp3 ! Cool ! Now i can hear the songs like forever ! My personal favorites are ; 'And The Hero Will Drown' , 'Dive Right In' , Anthem Of Our Dying Day' , 'Until The Day I Die' and 'In The Shadows' . Story Of The Year rocks !
Chapter 165: Our Hearts Has Been Misguided
Wow , what i freaking day . Suddenly i feel like 'BOOM' ! The big bang . Well , i have been asking fucking questions in my fucking brain every fucking minute . By the way , pardon my French . Questions like ? Hmm ... What's my destiny ? Is my heart really have been misguided ? Bla bla bla ... Well , there's this motherfucking idea in my mind that i'm gonna throw someone inside the fucking sea at Sentosa . 'SPLASH' ! Yup , going to Sentosa with my buddies tomorrow and confirm gonna enjoy . Actually , i was planning to invite Bestie , but she wasn't online today , i guess i'll meet her another time . Maybe during our special picnic .
Strictly For Esfan and Fee Only !
Chapter 164: Face First
Bass master ! Nope , of course not me but that's what i wanna be . Mastering every skill that ever existed and create my own . Well , the songs that i already know how to play are ; Given Up by Linkin Park , Blow Me Away by Breaking Benjamin , The Seduction by He is Legend , The Antidote , Terrified , We Don't Care Anymore , Until The Day I Die , And The Hero Will Drown , all by Story of the Year , I'm made of wax , larry , what are you made off ? by A Day To Remember and loads more . Blind Bandit rocks !!
Chapter 163: Story
Well , it's night time here and yet i'm writing another post . Well , this is a life of guy who wants to be an author when he grows up .
Well , that's what i really wanted to be but after walking miles along the path of life , i see that we can be whatever we want but the only that's pulling us behind is us . I know for some , life hasn't been a fairytale with "and they happily ever after" in the end but now , i'm telling you this ; this is your story . You are the author of your own story . No-one can write it for you . Not your friends , family , boyfriend or girlfriend or anyone else can write your story . This is your journey . Don't care what others think only care about life . Life is short so spend it wisely . Spend your life believing in the things you think that is right and never regret any decision that you've made . Friends , family , boyfriend or girlfriend or anyone else are only guidelines or a piece of wood to complete the broken bridge to help you get to the other side . Hold the hands of the person that you treasure the most and never let them go , not even until you pass the walls of death because their hands are the ones that pull you up . You've begin your story , how are you gonna end it ?
Well , that's what i really wanted to be but after walking miles along the path of life , i see that we can be whatever we want but the only that's pulling us behind is us . I know for some , life hasn't been a fairytale with "and they happily ever after" in the end but now , i'm telling you this ; this is your story . You are the author of your own story . No-one can write it for you . Not your friends , family , boyfriend or girlfriend or anyone else can write your story . This is your journey . Don't care what others think only care about life . Life is short so spend it wisely . Spend your life believing in the things you think that is right and never regret any decision that you've made . Friends , family , boyfriend or girlfriend or anyone else are only guidelines or a piece of wood to complete the broken bridge to help you get to the other side . Hold the hands of the person that you treasure the most and never let them go , not even until you pass the walls of death because their hands are the ones that pull you up . You've begin your story , how are you gonna end it ?
Chapter 162: It's Hard Isn't It ?
Well , to my dear friend Jess , sorry to hear about your grandfather . I hope this won't pull you down for your upcoming O' levels and of course the BLB spirit . Stay strong . =)
Well , yeah , it's hard to see the person you love the most just disappear out of our lives just like that . I've lost a lot of my dearest before and the pain never gets old . The pain of losing someone will scar us but the memories will always be there to heal it . Memories of the time you have fun , laugh , joke , hug and kiss . The person maybe physically gone but the person will always live on in our life , in our hearts .
Well , yeah , it's hard to see the person you love the most just disappear out of our lives just like that . I've lost a lot of my dearest before and the pain never gets old . The pain of losing someone will scar us but the memories will always be there to heal it . Memories of the time you have fun , laugh , joke , hug and kiss . The person maybe physically gone but the person will always live on in our life , in our hearts .
''Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death.”
Chapter 161: Clear
It's hard to tell a certain someone that you really love that person . It's really hard . It's hard to find the person that is suitable for you but i think i found mine . I found her months ago . Well , not to make it so obvious , i will say no more .
I made a promise to her that i'll always be the pillar that will support her in every way possible . I told her that if she let go of the hook , i will be there to catch her hands and hold them tightly , not letting it go . I promise her to always be in her heart and she will always be in mine . Who is she ? Well , she's my dearest bestie , Fee .
I made a promise to her that i'll always be the pillar that will support her in every way possible . I told her that if she let go of the hook , i will be there to catch her hands and hold them tightly , not letting it go . I promise her to always be in her heart and she will always be in mine . Who is she ? Well , she's my dearest bestie , Fee .
Chapter 160: I Need A Miracle
Sorry for my disappearance . I know that my magic trick are lame and all but i'm trying my very best to online . Well , here's a quick update on myself . Lately , i've been quite emo . Emotions are like playing with me once again and i'm starting to give up . Suddenly , i see that everything in this world seems meaningless to me . Yeah , i know that i'm very emo now but i can't help it . I feel like slapping myself billions of times until i get my mind straight .
Ever since my last chat with Bestie , life hasn't been sunshine and rainbows . I really need her here . If only she could hear my cries , pleading . I know for some , she's only a bestie for my but she's really more special than any of you could imagine . She's always there for me eventhough we hadn't chatted for a long time . I do believe in miracles . Even if time hasn't permit us to talk to each other , i still believe that somehow someday , we are gonna talk once again . I confident with it .
Ever since my last chat with Bestie , life hasn't been sunshine and rainbows . I really need her here . If only she could hear my cries , pleading . I know for some , she's only a bestie for my but she's really more special than any of you could imagine . She's always there for me eventhough we hadn't chatted for a long time . I do believe in miracles . Even if time hasn't permit us to talk to each other , i still believe that somehow someday , we are gonna talk once again . I confident with it .
Chapter 159: Stop Working You Motherfucking Brain !
I hate my brain so~ fucking much . It's working not in the way it suppose to be . Flash backs are all entering back into my thick skull . Things that i want to forget kept on coming back and the things that i want to think about never did come back . What is this shit ?! The worst part is , i kept on thinking back on the things that hurt me so fucking much . School is about to begin once more and this fucking shit is happening . Just stop working you motherfucking brain . This thing is really putting too much tension on me now . Now , i cannot be normal anymore . I'm like a crazy motherfucking guy who wants to take a motherfucking knife and cut this brain out . I never wanted this , i never wanted any of this . All i want is to live how i'm suppose to live . This is ignorance . What the fuck !
Chapter 158: All We Need Is A Reason
Well , let's start with a hello . Hello . Well , the weekends have been tiring for me really . Went here and there like mad but it's also fun and great . Life ? It's been magnificent . Enjoying life . Well , of course , there ups and downs but now , the battle against life , it seems like i'm winning .
Yeah , my title , it's from the lyrics 'The Antidote' and it's a very powerful phrase . Everything we did , all of them have a reason .
It's gonna be a short chapter today because my mood suddenly disappears .
Yeah , my title , it's from the lyrics 'The Antidote' and it's a very powerful phrase . Everything we did , all of them have a reason .
It's gonna be a short chapter today because my mood suddenly disappears .
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